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I'm currently in-Frontspace holding my twins by Suvacel. Akhlani, my eldest by Suvacel is also looking at me, her big black eyes staring at me. Because she knows that Suvacel was far from my favorite person, and is worried that that will rub off in how I treat her and her infant twin sisters. It will not. Suvacel was a monster, to be certain. But much of her monstrosity arose from trying to please Kakaro, who himself was a monster and adopted her as his own daughter. Kakaro was in many ways the dark mirror of my father, everything in reality that some people falsely believe my father is.

The sadness of it was that so much of her own evils arose from trying to earn the love of a dour, abusive thug who didn't truly care for her. Her despair and turn to outright evil was marked by realizing that was how it had always been and she'd been blinding herself to the reality that was there, if she had only seen it. These three children have been returned to me from beyond the Dark Void that separates Dead from Living. Their return itself was somewhat nasty due to the complications involved in it. But I cannot see in them evil, and I can see it even where it distresses me most (like the guy who had me created and is father by me of two other children, for instance).

Akhlani is a quiet, introspective, philosophical girl. And her twin brother and sister lie swaddled & sleeping happily in my arms. She took much from me. I know that. But then I look at these two little babies, alive again, in my arms. Returned to me. And I see them, breathing content in sleep and in the arms of the mother they still have. And I know that I love these children as I do all my others. More than life itself. The two infants are sleeping, calmly, I feel them breathing and feel through my empathy that they are happy. They feel loved. These are my son and daughter and this young girl sitting calmly watching me is an older daughter. I shall not see in them any more than that they *are* children of mine. Beautiful and handsome. *Mine.* Meremi feels the same, and takes care of all these children with love like she has for Merehaza, and my namesake and dad's namesake.

The Gods returned these little babies to me. I shall not see them as anything other than gifts, chances to raise them to be the wonderful, happy, strong, and loved children that they will grow up as. The little girl just shifted to a slightly more comfortable position. is a wonderful thing. And children.....they are life's blessings.

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Going in order of oldest to youngest.

Shezarae is really, really happy right now. Her Mommy Kana had a good birthday, and so did I. She's currently visiting with her Mommy Kana, along with Tetresuv, and the two are delighted to hear their Mommy Kana tell another one of her tales. Kana does very well with that. She's coming out of her shell more and is fully as energetic as Kammie is.

Valzon is his usual happy self, tempered quite a bit by what's been going on lately, but not excessively so. Having Kashori with him makes it easier on him, and he's intensely protective of her. She is his only blood-kin that is in regular interaction with him, the surviving members of the Ri family and I do not yet have any agreements as to that. Probably won't for a while. He's a love of singing.

Merehaza is really, really extroverted and witty. I like watching him interact with people. He's pretty sassy, though Meremi and I ensure sassiness does not become rudeness. He's become quite attached to me. O.o

Kameshi is extroverted, too, and is very much the girliest one in the family. Despite that, when one of the other kids around called Shezzie a mushmouth because of that hardened injury on her face, Kammie got into a rather vicious fight. She takes protecting her siblings very seriously indeed. She's as attached to Meremi as Merehaza has become to me. Mere and I are amused by that.

Vi M and Agati H are both pursuing their types of art quite deeply. I am convinced Agati H may be a seer like Meremi, albeit his would be more sculpting-like, akin to Rachel in other words. Agati H also spends a lot of time with his Gampa.

Kashori is age-slid and is proving to be one of the quiest, most observant children of the family. She's also one of the most clever. A real idealist and optimist. She's a lightly-furred appearance like Valzon and the same six-eyed structure he does.

Tetresuv is Kana's son, and has my roundness of face but an overall appearance quite like that of his great-grandfather, Soroundon H'ven Diatrael. He's shale eyes and is quite athletic himself, with a mastery of words that is on par with that of Valzon and Kashori.

Tekhel....I do not get to see him much. It pains me that I don't. I don't have Kana's courage to argue with deities.

Tharnoir is well cared for by Revvy. She gives him devotion and patience, and gives him regular visits to our house.

Alkhani has colic and is intensely needy. Moreso than the other children. Keeps us up the most, and because she cries a lot, so do the other beh-behs.

Shaltani and Kezhani, by contrast, are extremely well-behaved, even if they are often hungry. They sleep peacefully and often give empathic vibes that can soothe Alkhani. Gods be thanked for that. They've the silver eyes and light silver hair like Susan had before she went evil. And like the Good-Susan does.

Suvacel's two other children by me leave the artificial uteri tomorrow to come here. They are also daughters and I've named one of them Zehani and the other Sheklani.

That's how it is with the children at present. While Tetresuv and Kashori were able to age-slide, I'm still going to be feeding, changing, and caring for Alkhani, Shaltani, Kezhani, Zhehani, and Sheklani. It's going to be a lot, but Gods willing I shall manage it.



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